The Phoenix

Like the mighty phoenix,

Once again I rise from

the flames set to destroy

me and take flight.

I am Stronger

Glorious

Powerful

Victorious.

The Phoenix

So often
we believe that we have come to a place
that is void of hopes n possibilities,
only to find that it is the very hopelessness
that allows us to hit bottom,
give up our illusion of control,
turn it over, n ask for help.
Out of the ashes of our hopelessness
comes the fire of our hope.
-Anne W Shaef

its for you sweety

Some times,I feel you ain’t with me;
I cant help it
But Im scared
of the days I foresee…
Sometimes I see you
backing away from me;
& I see my hands trying
To reach out to you;
But I cant
& I cant help what I see;
You have gone away from me.
I perceive
Its gonna happen someday
I just dread it isn’t today;
One day you’ll cxall
& it all will end;
Or worse,
You’ll never call again.
What will I do then?

I never thought of you
Only being mine;
I cant, that’d be selfish
& Im not worth it;
Coz I know someday you’ll shine.
Bright in this whole mad world,
Shine to your fullest potential
For all you dreams,
Our dreams.
One day you’ll realize I wasn’t crazy.
But ,By all means,
I wanna tell you that
I see you ,I feel you,
I crave for you
Every passing moment
You’re there wit me in my mind,
Oh, if only I could
hold this fleeting time.
This is not love.
No,it isn’t.
Nor it is my life.
It’s something more than that
Something purer which cant be shoved
By anyone else
-It is my belief
In you
& yours too
In me.
Cant ya see?

You say I wasn’t there with you,
Whenever you needed me
Perhaps I wasn’t,
But,I always tried to be.
I don’t bother if we never meet
or talk to each other
Coz Im content to cherish the feeling
Of you being there for me.

And Im sure ,one day will come;
When there won’t be
anything between us;
No one, no feeling,
No desires to be fulfilled
& I’ll be the happiest person;
Coz then our minds,our hearts
& our souls will merge;
And we’ll become one!!

Hear it,its coming

Hail the storm,
Hail the rain,
Its out there
Splattering the windshield;
But all in vain.
Coz…we are deaf.

The drops of life,
That precious liquid,
Its going down the drain
Underneath our feet,very deep;
But all in vain.
Coz…we are deaf.

The rays of Celestine,
Falling & heating,
Its getting all trapped in terrain
Boiling us all over,forever;
But all in vain.
Coz…we are deaf.

Yes,we ARE deaf,
Deaf deep in our senses,
Deep to our roots;

But She isn’t,
She feels,She sees,She listens;
And She’ll take revenge.
She,Mother Earth.

Amidst the fire,ever saw that gleam of light.
Let that fire burn,Let only the ash remain.
The light will glow even brighter,for it is I,the SUN.

u there naa...

Here I am,

Sitting aloof;

But my heart is in the sky.

You wont be able to grasp me someday;

For I'll be soaring high.

One day I'll touch the stars,

i know ur there ,somewhere,Ma.

I know it wasnt a fault of mine

Just a silly presumption.

I was scared, I hope u wouldnt mind;

It got hold of me,theline.

The line of death & life,

& the line of horizon,

Where you exist, & someday I'll come there,

As, it wasn't a fault of mine.

Here i am,

Sitting alone;

but someday I'll be there with you.

i dont know when you went-

They won't tell me the date

& Im not going to cast the blues.

and one day we'll show them

that somethings are;

more important than life-

Love & care -they are.

Here I am,

Sitting aside,

But one day Ill reach the sky,

& one day I will reach you;

As I promise to myself;

And to You!

इंतज़ार

क्या कभी सूरज को चाँद का इंतज़ार करते देखा है?

क्या कभी सुबहो को रात का इंतज़ार करते देखा है?

क्या कभी पलकों को अश्रुयों का इंतज़ार करते देखा है?

क्या कभी जीत को अपनी मात का इंतज़ार करते देखा है?

ये इंतज़ार भी इक अजीब चीज़ है!

हर अधूरेपन को अपने अंत का इंतज़ार है,

हर हद को अपनी सीमायें तोड़ अनंत का इंतज़ार है,

इस शुन्य में विचरती हर काया को,

उस प्रकाशपुंज महंत का इंतज़ार है!

ये इंतज़ार भी इक अजीब चीज़ है!

ना सूरज, ना सुबह ,ना पलकों ,ना ही जीत

कभी इंतज़ार करेंगी ,क्यूंकि

ये अविरल हैं ,आजाद !

लेकिन इस आत्मा को हमेशा इंतज़ार रहेगा

ना मोक्ष का ,ना ही शुन्य में अंततः संलग्न होने का....

सिर्फ़ अपने प्रेम के निर्विकार रूप में सदा संग होने का!

hello!!

Hello,

Anybody there?

C'mon speak up,

Cant ya hear my calling?

Anyone?

Hey,its creepy,

Its scary,

Is that a game?

Oh, of course it is;

The whole world is a game,

A gamble, they say.

But, hey,

Don't you dare think i'll be trapped into it .

I'm not into such things ,you know

-or maybe I am/

who cares!

no one.

Everyone's here but out of reach of my hand.

It's suffocating,

It's strangling me,

Oh shucks!

Lemme get out of here,

Its all a big show,

They kill

with sophistication,

& You'll ne'er know.

They have so many faces to recognize.

With aristocracy in air,

you have to put up a flair

of smile & be happy

as everyone is (maybe) .

Then why can't I be,

Why I'm so shattered?

Does it really matter?

Hey, speak up, answer me;

if you all can-

Is this all worth it?

FEEL IT.....

एहसास क्या है, इक धारा के सागर से मिलने का,

इक बूंद ओस के पत्तियों से गिरने का,

इक तारे का आस्मान से टूटने का,

या फ़िर, इक शब्द के अपने अर्थ से बिछड़ने का.....एहसास!

आज, अभी, इसी पल, शांत हो जाओ, सोचो,

महसूस करो,

ज़िंदगी में करने को तो बहुत कुछ है,

पर क्या कभी इस जद्दोजहद में ये एहसास हुआ है

कि ,क्या होता होगा....

औरों वास्ते मरने पर

जन्नत कि उचैयाँ चरने पर

या फ़िर roshni के लिए दिए से ladne पर ।

सोचो, और महसूस करो!

सच हवा नही , जो rukti नही, बस bahti है,

सच baarish नही ,जो thamti नही, बस barasti है,

सच nadiya नही ,जो mudti nahi, बस chalti है,

सच इक सागर है, एक अचल, avinashiya सागर,

जिसमे हर cheez samaa jati है ,chalti है, बदलती है,

पर वह,

....वह सिर्फ़ महसूस करता है ,सोचता है!

तो aao, हम भी इस सागर से मिले, सोचे ,

kyunki, इस duniya में वक्त बहुत है, बस उसका एहसास नही!!